What Would Yeezus do?

Disclaimer: I don't wanna come across as a hater but at this moment in hip hop's life, Kanye is not my homie...I'm just very fond of twist on names, words, things and concepts so Yeezus is a mere referral to how I'd shout out my highest spiritual peer. 

Since I've referenced Yeezy, I'll also mention that "[I] came from the dirt, I emerged from it all without a stain from my shirt". My hell & back has and always will be the year 2003 when my god died. So as I drive down roads and contemplate which routes I shall pursue, those I love living in the sky ultimately become my guide. May trill by nature lead me to what I deserve which is best understood by The Outlawz: "you either ride with us or collide with us". 

Music Therapy: "They Don't Love You No More" by DJ Khaled- "Should be your favorite, now you're just hatin'. Shit starting to change, you want me to change, nah. They don't love you no more, they don't love you no more." 

11 years later & I still wonder if the World would've been better if you were here. I will forever hate October 19. 

Forever in our hearts, Sok Khak Ung. 

When Smart Went CrrrCrrrCrrazy.

I've been avoiding my blog for several muthafuckin weeks. Creatively and energetically rained in. Consumed with an unidentifiably pursuitable ambition...Yet I still remain so fly. Reflections are the motives that hold my umbrella ella up-over my headaches. And my main man professes his fortune cookie philosphies that insightfully persuade me. So now I got my Scarface back, as all I have is my words & my balls. Let the Tupac in lotus form bloom and fade out the complacent mannerisms and demeanors. Its a never ending struggle and the battle will always surface...However, the manageble part is laying low and doing you, while the world still turns without progression and transformation.
So far, its been an interesting new year...I vented with the pen is deadlier than the sword and sinned in Sin City, where I met the mothafuckin Jabbawockeez...those guys are sooo swaggaliciously awesome and personable cool. My fam bam has been all gravy too...reunited with my cuzzos and my sista from anotha mother. And as for friends, my homies and my girls still hold me down in their own individual ways of our bond. No complaints there. The only thing I demand is that the world should stop fuckin with my girls and please give them a break...it hurts me to see my girls hurting from life's terrible tribulations.
As I slowly start my enigmatic New Year's reSOULution, I feel that my own pace, patience, and maintaining my ability to delay gratification, will eventually take me to my soul assurance. All that I hope for is Mr. Groundhog's emergence from his burrow so that the warm beams of the Sun can brighten up the gloomy storm. I've gotten over my uncomfortability and now I can write my thoughts and poetic justices. Pizzease!

Music Therapy: "Lights Please" by J.Cole: "The more I grow, the more y'all seem to stay the same...Don't even know the rules but yet y'all tryna play the game"